Take the soul, bleed it, and devour.
Grimm carcass of yesteryear bleaches in the sun.
Wind, sand, and ice, erode naïve aspirations.
No more to stand upright with pride.
2015-12-30
Best Approach
What is the best approach?
Pumping gas exhaust fumes into a sealed interior and automobiles?
Slitting your wrist while lying in a tub of warm water?
Jumping in front of a fast moving train?
Stepping into traffic just is a large truck gets close and lacks enough time to break safely?
Take an overdose of sleeping pills and antidepressants all at once but some alcohol?
Stop taking my meds and falling victim to the various diseases that will outright kill me over a year or less?
Is it possible to starve oneself to death?
I don't have to go back to work for a week due to the holiday season. Is there someway I could do myself in that could allow insurance companies to pay my depenants a large enough sum money to take care of them in their future?
Long Climb to the First Step
I am 30 to 70 minutes late to work every day. I work late every night after punching out as a kind of compensation to the company.
I am working on a three month contract that is renewed so far every three months. They could let me go at any time you feel like it. I am expected to work as a regular full-time member of the team. But, in reality, I am still treated like a second class worker.
I am not good at my job. I should be more aggressive and abrasive in my dealings with customers and force them to close the deal.
In reality, I cannot avoid thinking about how they would feel if I were such a salesman. I gain their trust, and feel good about the decisions that I make.
If our product does not meet the clients specifications and price, then we have to negotiate. Unfortunately, this is quite hard since we don't own the products ourselves. This makes it much easier for clients to run next-door to a service provider who has exactly what the client wants at just the right price.
And I lose the deal.
She Quit Her Job Again
I get a Line message that she wasn't feeling well and that she was going to the hospital.
Today, she skipped work again and ended up quitting her job. Her condition is a symptom of diabetes and high blood pressure as a result of being grossly overweight since she was a child.
That puts a lot of pressure on me. If she lost the weight she'd be healthier and wouldn't have to spend so much money and time on doctor visits and medication.
Instead, she refuses to take weight-loss seriously. And if she doesn't feel up to working, she easily quits the job.
This is the same cycle I have seen happen over and over again for the past 15 years.
I wish she would just give me the divorce papers and I will readily sign them.
2015-08-02
Panting Stones
Stones washed ashore and constantly battered with water, wind, and sand create the perfect place for Dale to cool off her paws after playing in the hot sand.
Today's tide is carrying a lot of volcanic-black sand to shore with each wave as it laps the shore.
Have seen other dogs play in the ocean water on TV and in the movies. Dale is completely afraid of the waves. Can't say I blame her. I fear deep water myself.
Although a hot summer day, I think Dale thoroughly enjoyed herself.
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2015-07-28
Minato Mirai
Looking northeast in the direction of Tokyo from the 38th floor of a high rise in Minato-Mirai, Yokohama Japan.
ISO 32 for 1/898 sec. @ f/2.2
#みなとみらい #高層マンション #HighRise #Yokohama #Japan
Looking east in the direction of the Port of Yokohama on Tokyo Bay from the 38th floor of a high rise in Minato-Mirai, Yokohama Japan.
ISO 32 for 1/964 sec. @ f/2.2
#みなとみらい #高層マンション #HighRise #Yokohama #Japan
Looking southeast in the direction of Landmark Tower (Japan’s 2nd tallest building) in Minato-Mirai, Yokohama.
ISO 32 for 1/824 sec. @ f/2.2
#みなとみらい #ランドマークタワー #Tower #MM21 #Yokohama #Japan
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2015-06-16
Yamashitacho
Water fountain at Harbor View Park dedicated to British Major-General H.S. Palmer, the father of Japan’s modern waterworks developed first in Yokohama under the Emperor Meji government.
ISO 200 for 1/250 sec. @ f/7.1
#港の見える丘公園 #イギリス人技師ＨＳパーマー #Palmer #Yokohama #fountain #Japan
Old mailbox near Harbor View Park, which was originally a British Army Garrison overlooking the Port of Yokohama from 1864 until 1875.
ISO 100 for 1/60 sec. @ f/4.5
#港の見える丘公園 #ポスト #mailbox #Yokohama #Japan
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